IM NEEDLESS :O

tired.

Sun, 19 May 2013 10:37:18 -0400

please don’t ask for a relationship anymore. i am tired to say no. i am tired to lie. i am tired. tired tired.
should i build a tall wall for my defends so no one with little courage can come across.

weak

Fri, 17 May 2013 20:13:53 -0400

now i don’t have any energy for i haven’t take my lunch and dinner yesterday, cried myself to sleep,headache,toothache, arghhhhh. i am really fortunate that i didn’t caught a cold or fever .

Thanks patrick for always being there for me to hug :3

Fri, 17 May 2013 11:38:44 -0400

hmmmm

Fri, 17 May 2013 06:40:35 -0400

kepala saya pening . sangat pening . saya mau nangis lagi . wish you are here jie :(

today , 17may

Fri, 17 May 2013 05:04:04 -0400

i cried a lot today . i didn’t show this part of mine to my friends . its started when i received the replied text from upu saying that my appliance to the university was not accepted. i was so astonished at first. but i must be strong and i kept on smiling in front of my friends. its raining when the bus stopped at the bus stand. i walk slowly as the rain falling on me. the umbrella stay still in my bag . i kept walking and crying in the rain because no body will see me crying in the rain . i felt like a completely looser . i failed . i am down . and now while typing this post . my tears still streaming down my cheeks. sorry jijie for not picking up your call. i cant let you know my pain :(
i was so jealous with my friends. why did they have to be that lucky . God help me. please

jealousy

Thu, 16 May 2013 09:28:32 -0400

i was really jealous with my friends, most of them are really on their way to further their study . while me, haven’t receive any offer from any university . frustrated much ! why me . oh God , i feel like a looser here . please :’(
help me . help me . help me . i need miracles to happen . self-confidence become much lower when i am in this condition . hug me :(

Rude

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 12:52:27 -0400

Kol salah . Xkol salah . Can i die in peace ka?

We are done

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 12:00:27 -0400

That’s it .i raised my gun . I am done here . Since we can’t be a friend nor a couple . Lets just pretend not to know each other . I cant hate you since i loved you too much . Don’t be nice to me again cause i might fall for you again . We are even now right . Lets take our own road by now. Bye loved , wish you the best of luck for the future. Be strong .

Where were you

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 10:40:43 -0400

While you are busy out there and not spending even a minute with me, other guys was running to catch my attention . I was so worried that i might falling to them because i hate the fact that i will be needing to forget you .

Who am i in your life?

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 18:39:56 -0400

My presence was not important to you . It is really okay whether i am with you or not. I felt like i am no one but the person that always reaching for you. I AM NOT IMPORTANT TO YOU . thanks :’)

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:03:56 -0400

vicious-cato-hadley:

shine-on-black-star:

best-of-imgur:

Not sure if this has been posted. Just spreading the word.
http://best-of-imgur.tumblr.com

SIGNAL BOOST

Any mother who does this deserves her son back. ;;

HAVE A HEART PEOPLE!

Today 15.04.13

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 09:26:41 -0400

Me : *sending msg* you are busy again right .
Gg: yea . I am sorry huh .
Me: no that's alright . Iloveyou . That's it , bye :)
Gg:*not replying*
Me: *sad* just few moments later my phone rang. Hey?
Gg: ilove you too :)
Me: what?
Gg: ilove you too*whispering*
Me:why are you whispering like that?
Gg: i'm at the library.
Me: hah got it . Okay bye :)
Gg: bye :)

14 . 04 . 13

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 12:27:32 -0400

Today penat jln jauh . Fuhh tidur

*cry

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 11:25:30 -0400

I feel like crying when i saw his text just now . Why why why . Wuwuwuwuwuwu :(
I really missed you syg but idk what did i do that. I didn’t mean to treat you like that.

The pain .

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 09:44:28 -0400

Ignore me please

I miss you stupid :'(

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 09:42:27 -0400

Jumaat dan sabtu awl pagi

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 12:57:54 -0400

Hari ini saya bertolak ke kk bsma cgu ct pg enjoy . Haha penat gilaaa menyanyi 2jam tengo wyang 2jam . Sudah tu cerita hantu lg . Bgegar jantung tngok . Haha . Tidur dulu . Gudnite . Rindu kanda :’)

:c

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:43:33 -0400

Not hearing anything from you killing me . Im serious .

I miss you . Very much and i am seriously loving gg . Sorry

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 01:16:46 -0400

I miss you . Very much and i am seriously loving gg . Sorry

"How i wish we never knows each other 3years ago ."

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 18:38:23 -0400

“How i wish we never knows each other 3years ago .”

- Me